| y.c.
it's 15 years today
and i still miss you
so so much.
01.12.81 - 11.11.94 |
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| peter nygard,
my new work neighbor
and his big, obnoxious building.
gross. 
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| "no great genius has ever existed without some touch of madness"
aristotle sure but this is just ridiculous.
i don't care how nice jcrew has become,
a $495 tank top is beyond reasonable. the only thing more neurotic would be the crazies who would actually buy this. un-freaking-believable. 
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| diseased. i'm convinced that i have problems.
i am self-diagnosing myself w/severe need-to-travel syndrome. sigh. this year, it's all about savingsavingsaving, recessionrecessionrecession.
with 10 weddings to attend this year, it's been tough.
i'm in 1 of the weddings & i'm travelling for 2 of them - california & india. don't get me wrong - i love weddings
and i am definitely looking fwd to california & india.
but oh the saving.
i hate the saving. it doesn't help that travelzoo keeps sending all these travel deals.
they're just taunting me, those bastards. |
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| have you ever felt like a hollowed out version of yourself? like there's something that chips away slowly at you? slowly slowly slowly but steadily steadily steadily. until one day you realize you aren't who you thought you were or who you remembered yourself to be?
it's unsettling.
at the end of it all, this is not it. it is not who you wanted to be. it is not what you wanted for yourself. sometimes, it's hard to breathe.
i just want more. there has to be more. |
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